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Mandi's Journal

24th October, 2001. 6:05 pm.

You know, I learned to not have too much expectations. You know why? Cuz when you think you're happy, they have another girlfriend who is married, but he still loves her. Nice. Isn't love fickle?
And to try hanging out, yeah, that will work out nicely. Nope. Things get too complicated, too fast. One minute you are friends, the next minute you are overlooking the sunset on the Bay. Yup. But you still love who you love. And that can't be helped.

Current mood: crushed.

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20th October, 2001. 7:44 am.

I hate loving someone who loves someone else.
He was gone out of my life, then came back into it, and I fell all over again.
What's the deal with that???
I hate to love him, but I have no choice. You can't choose who you love...he said so himslef.

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10th August, 2001. 12:08 am.

Oh wow...I am on the phone with the customer support for my computer. Besides the damn elevator music sucking majorly, the guy is taking forever and a day to get me off of hold. He keeps telling me that the screen he needs isn't coming up. Then he proceeds to tell me it will be another two minutes. Nice.

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31st July, 2001. 11:31 pm.

It's just so typical...when someone makes plans with you, they go and break them. How nice.
Oh well, I am gonna go out and have a great time anyway!!!

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27th July, 2001. 8:50 pm.

Goodness Gracious!!!
I DESPISE being sick!

Current mood: sick.

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22nd July, 2001. 9:31 pm.

Gotta love my Harley rides...

Current mood: excited.

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22nd July, 2001. 9:01 pm.

 

Current mood: horny.

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22nd July, 2001. 4:34 pm.

I am so tired. I am so hungry. I am so lonely...
If I sleep it all away, will it be better? Will the day when I am not alone come more quickly?
I am fading here...the lights are going out...sleep is all I crave....oh, that and food.
I love too much...or do I love not enough? Does who I love want me to love more, or do they want me to love less? Or do they want me to love at all? I wish I wouldn't have known dissapointment...but if it wasn't for that, I wouldn't know I wouldn't know hope and dreams....so keep hoping and dreaming away, babe!

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19th July, 2001. 7:51 pm.

I am tired, yet I am going to hop in the shower and go out, even after a very long day at the lake. Am I gonna survive?

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18th July, 2001. 4:13 pm.

Why is it that when you love someone who used to love you, they can still break your heart by just a couple words?

Current mood: thoughtful.

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